<--- Me and Lez. I love her and this photo  :]

forget matt. he's a loser. Chelsea can have him :]

I've got Calvin now. actually its Jackie Calvin Grissom. and he's all mine.

I can honestley say I'm Happy. and I love that feeling.

our concert was amazing. and might I add;; i am a spectacular alto sax soloist :]

Hi guys. long time no write. so here goes::

I hate Scott Allen Atchison [ my real father ]. it's his own fault. he can go die. I want my brothers back. alot has happened. but I'm just going to say 2 things involving my brothers ;; David ran away. Cliffton and David both...tried to burn Scott's house down. I don't blame them. i would have done the same.

Matthew Thomas Vire

sdajkkeuasndsajeksaj = is how i feel. I would do anything to be with him. and I swear to GOD it was meant to be. like Nathan and Nik. or Matty and Kels. ughhh. a couple weeks ago on the phone he asked me what I thought about winter. and we both, at the same exact time, said " It's my favorite time of the year. "  here is a converstaion we had recently :

Me: this isnt gonna be a good christmas.

Him: we'll make it a great christmas.

Me: Bring my brothers back and it will be great..

Him: Is that the only way I can make you happy?

Me: noo

Him: is it the thing i think it is?

Me: yes.

[ matthew just smiles ]

I dare you to say that is not the most sweetest thing ever. see? you can't.

P.S. I'd appreciate comments please and thankies..

Currently Listening Trading Snakeoil for Wolftickets By Gary Jules Mad World see related

Mad World by Gary Jules [my myspace song]

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow,

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

I am MONDO bored. yeah it sucks. big time. I love daniel still. and Jimmy jsut chewed me out b/c i dated Okerson. yepp. didnt even think anyone read this stupid thing except Nik and Kels. so anyways. Im going to be a pirate for HaLLoWeeN. its gonna be a blast! i promise. lol. k.

I went shopping today.  a WSM. but we just bought stuff at RAVE 

hey there. I had alot of fun with Daniel this weekend. 1st on friday at the dance we hung out the whole time and we even slowdanced. made me mega happy. he's such a sweetheart. and on Sunday. His mom and dad picked me up and took us to his church for a hayride thing. of course I sat by him. close.It was really cold and having his arm around me helped alot. then we sat around a campfie in the freezing cold and he had his arm around me then too. then they all started tackling eachother and me and zach spent about 10 minutes deicussing my Daniel problems. Then It got interesting he had told Zach before. and then he told me to my face that he likes me alot. and he knows I like him. but he and his g/f of 5months just broke up and he isnt ready. but I can guarantee it will be worth the wait. I really dont want to wait but I'm just going to have to. It sucks I know but that's life.

Matthew Wilson is getting on my nerves. He is just a big meanie face. He keeps telling me I scare him and that he hates me and Im just sitting there like ..um whatever and then he wants to send me those StUpId chain letters saying " im glad your my friend " "what would I do with out my bestfriend" and crap so whatever its making me mad. very mad. k .

well im done here i would love some comments havent gotten any on here in a while so leave alot :]